time is something that you should not mess with it. On top of feelings, racism, sexism and all biases of humankind. time, unlike price of persia creatively illustrates, cannot be turned back . and this is my alter ego telling to myself to come to my senses and give importance to those that you cannot lose. you know, this includes people, love ones, ideals and yourself.


what i learned, is that it is VERY easy to give in to all the negatives. it's like nicotine and tar (well this is based on books and all sciences i took since elementary, i never am a smoker myself), you cant let go of it unless you are forced to because it has already damaged your system.


so take time, and grab time while we can.



CARPE DIEM!

you see, even if I don't recognize some of my feelings, I still get lonely..



POR PABOR TEAM MAC, STAY....





Back to the real world..

some people just come and go..
:(

(subsconsious sadness)

launching my love project...
visit dloveproject.blogspot.com :)





excited :)

i hate hating people. not that i hate you. it's just that i don't like you. and i hate to hate you because i might be hurting one of the best people i have for a friend. (geesh. irritating!)







love is not suppose to be covered with all your child like attitude. and PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE. stop trying to worsen things. love the right way.








WAG MO NGA KONG IDAMAY.. KAKAIRITA KA LANG.!

i still love you..

lalalalalalala

sometimes it could be so wrong..
and it's up to you on how to make things right...
-- rachel, to herself (silence)


















posting myself in something I would never wear in public.. (haha.. i'm not that girl. swear to heavens!)





































































well at the other side of the world, i'm happy with who I am. the weird and happy me.











































---outta here--

Oh it's taking so long
I could be wrong, I could be ready
Oh but if I take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair


(confusions..)


when you are confused between friendship or love, would you see the line that separates them? guess not..







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All the sweetness served my heart with reasons to awaken. Yet now I'm leaving. Let me just forget that I was inclined to like you. and like you more than I can like you. and then I can just treat you as my treasured friend. No complications. No confusions. No lines to break. One straight road.



















(take calls)

out of my so many everyday thoughts, i think you are the one dominant..

(a tune playing in my mind.. "why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends".. was sang in bridge to terabithia..)














do you know what's worth doing in life?
only the thing that you're passionate of :)



i am just in a state of nostalgia.. kept thinking of randon reasons why I am happy right at this moment..


anyway, for the purposes of looking back, i'll be posting pictures I got from them..











this is team lee -- dark angels.. my teammates from my work place., they certainly are one of the newest reasons of my happiness. can't leave work because of them..






this is us -- reybee, edward and alice, panget, whatever you call us.. hmm.. (silence) eternal sibs.. (smiles)







this is TG -- old mems :) guy next to me in white is bunsoy, gurl kneeling in front holding sonething blue is blest.. TG, always my refuge, no matter where and what i'm going through.. haha (drama)






this is yhin (with keith, haha) -- my counterpart, my better half (hmm, as friends syempre,haha) :( missing her soooo badly..











this is jbark.. forever friends. look at our pictures.. you'll know we're crazy together just by the looks of us..






this is tol.. -- one of my dearest at my workplace.. miss her..













well, my life couldn't be summed up by these pictures or any pictures for that matter.
looking forward to updating my blog frequently.. (well since i mostly spend my extra time reading, texting or sleeping, watching movies, i cannot promise,haha)






(sudden shift of thought)



i gave myself til february this year. that i'll meet him..
hmm.. i don't know if I really met him..
signs.. attraction.. gravity.. energy.. hahaha






oh well, life..


















(song in my mind still playing, why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends, haha)














life is meant to be fun. what with all those apocalypses predictions (plase don't take this as an offense for all the religins out there) and sad world moments, life is supposed to still give us a reason to stay smiling. well guess I'm really lucky when it comes to that part.i always get the best people around me..



dark angels..
blest..
ridara..
jbark..
yhin..
tol..
less than 3..




whew, like i can never thank Papa enough for all of these..
glad i'm favored :)











all of us, let's declare happiness!Ü