the beauty of debate  

Tuesday, January 27

yah.. the fact that you have a more complicated proposition and have done a much better job in affirming your proposed change.. Even Rey was shocked na di kayo ang third placer.

--these words are from the founder of our organization, the Best Interpolator of the '09 Grand Debate of our university (that's Kua Roy..wee :) ) I was so happy. Imagine, this is the first time that I joined a debate outside our college de[partment (i partcipated in hs debates but we battled with other sections). The experience was really fulfilling and even addicting.. haha I wanted to share the learnings of my day.



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The affirmative team
It is the team's job to lay out the parameters of the debate. The team promotes change (according to the proposition) and the burden of proof is theirs.

The Negative Team
Their job is to defend the status quo.

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During the Elimination Round (I am a member of the College of Business and Acoountancy team) we won over the College of Information and Technology with the proposition Resolved that the Reproductive Health Bill be passed. I was the third speaker, rebuttalist.



Here is my rebbutal speech..


The power to choose comes from complete information. And giving complete information comes with a system. therefore the Reproductive Health Bill should be passed.


Is the bill unconstitutional?
No. The Philippines is a democratic and republican state, the people having a freedom of choice. and how do we accomplish our full freedom when we are ignorant of some of the most essential information with regards to our health and the responsibilities that comes with it? With a system of health and sex education and all the trainings and services that come with it.

Is the bill immoral?
No. What is immoral in the betterment of our education? What is immoral in being sexually educated. What is wrong in being ready, and being wise and responsible while we are young, which would prepare us to be better parents of our society?

Is the bill necessary?
Definitely. With this and the compete support of the other sectors of our country, what could be wrong?


Should the RH Bill pe passed? You heard us.

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Our team made a lot of research for this topic. What is good is that all the three of us personally agrees with the bill. Most people are just not well informed of the bill. They thought that the bill was only about contraceptives. haha.. it's not.. I found this article which is really helpful,

CATHOLICS CAN SUPPORT THE RH BILL IN GOOD CONSCIENCE
(Position paper on the Reproductive Health Bill
by individual faculty* of the Ateneo de Manila University)



Reading the full bill is also important.




to those who have questions, or those who would like to ask what are the oppossing contentions for this topic, just tell me. leave me a message at my chatbox, and don't forget to leave a link. :)






P.S.
I have a crush on the best debater.. haha., very witty..








oops.. before i forgot., my vitamins (i am pertaining to a person haha) gave me chocolates before the debate. haha my bunsoy also visited me, after my speech.. so happy ^.^








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realizations and being happy  

Thursday, January 22

Proverbs 16:9

A man’s heart plans his way,
But the LORD directs his steps.

this is the passage shared to me by my new 18-year old royal sister ( who had her birhday yesterday jan 21 ) , princess faye. :) it is for me to be consoled with the pain of my mistakes and for me to be guided with my next decisions. thanks princess! ^.^
I miss this word, rejuvination. haha. it means reversal of aging, being young. i miss those days of being a kid, being carefree and innocent of the problems of the world. it is the time when you build endless dreams and talk of every impossibility as a simple task.the magic of childhood, whew. :)
well, eventhough i am experiencing problems, i always tell myself that papa G loves me soOo, sooOO much.. :) He trusts in me, knowing that I could always fight off all these battles and stand like Queen Elizabeth.. (haha. eew, not Pacquiao’s daughter, the virgin queen’s what i’m talking about.) i just do hope i am getting near His expectations of me. hmm. my friends ARE always at my back to support me, even though they are growing very furious with my recent academic decisions. hahaha
alam mo i’ll tell you something. you are very lucky and someone to be envied. alam mo bakit? kasi of all people, you have the most opportunity to grow and to be stronger.
–these are words from my kua, kua james. we met years ago in theatre, and he knows a lot of my struggles and emotionalities in life.. (is there such a word as ‘emotionalities’? haha.. ) he once told me that no one could advise me, because whatever people around tell me, i’ll stll stick to my decision. hahaha the smart brother knows when his lil sis is stubborn.. whaha..
i feel very light tonight. princess faye is one of the reasons. i have another girl sibling who loves rock,too. yeah!:)
another, because im again starting to realize that there is something special in me. i mean, my heart was really down because of the failures i had in school. but i’m beginning to realize that there might be still some light, right? there is still a lot out there. i must not give up! smile, smile. :)
whew.. after this blog entry, i look forward to achieving something better, always. i do hope i can.
God knows best.
And this girl here prays to be guided towards that best. :)
GODbless the United States. (haha, Obama) and GODBLESS the whole world. ciao!

post script.

i miss my love advocacy. haha :) one of these days, i will start my love campaign. i think i’m motivated to possibilities and positivities of life because of love. hahaha (hapee)

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Welch. Red grape juice cocktail  

Monday, January 19


January 18, 2009, the Haucoustic ‘09, round 1, held at Robinsons Balibago, Angeles City — these are some of the few things i need to remember, well not that i an requiring myself ( because probably i will soon forget those numbers and dates stuff). It’s just that i hopefully wanted to picture this day in my mind as one of the happiest days of my life.

*Before anything else, the picture above was not taken at the said date. That picture was one of the last memento of our band’s complete get together before Emil (boy in white,the one without a cap) went to his mission in Mormons mission in California.

(now back to the day’s story, haha)

Our new band, compsed of all TG members (Altissimo) was the first to perform. Sad to say, i was not satisfied. For me, I totally screw up my part. We were top 3 at this round, yet I know I had not done my best. It’s not because I wanted some higher recognition, I just want to achieve that self-satisfaction that I unfortunately missed. Me and Ate Butch’s part is the vocals. Ate finds it hard to make second voices, so I do all the second voices for the whole performance. We really had a very rushed practice, I was totally nervous of my parts, and at the performance I wasn’t consistent. I did not sang some of the voicing because I wa so afraid that may go off key. The result? I appeared like I was just a back-up vocalist. Holy cow! Who wants to be a back-up when you’re actually the lead, right? whew. I don’t wanna sound like someone who boasts about being so great, I just wanted to do my part well. Just that. I do hope we could put up a great fight for the final round. 70%.. whew., Lots of chances to win.,

Well that was just a side story. hahaha.. The real highlight of the day was mthe bonding I had with my old band mates. (one thirty). We had so much fun, staying at Pam’s, eating spaghetti (with all purpose cream and evap. Yum! haha), drinking the cocktail token of Daniel (he was one of the judges, and the one who gave comments on our performances, haha.. ), and lots of toasts and fruits plus a live band music from his father’s friends (future one thirty.. haha.. they specialize in voicing, too ).. That was so fun, the girls cooking, the boys jamming, then all together we had a toast to our successes.. haha :) We talked, eat, talked and talked. haha.. I’m so blissful. supah! :) this bondings are the ones that I treasure.

I hope our band will have a chance to pewrform together again. This is the only band to which I am perfectly comfortable. All the commentsfdor improvements, the compliments that are just right, not enough to fill your brain with so much air (hahaha) and so much time for laughs. haha..

Another prayer for me. For my Father, to bless our band, our friendship. ♥

before i end thid post, i have some post scripts.

Rico watched our performance. He ran a long way just to arrive at the time of our performance.. I was so nervous, then I saw him at the stage’s side, smiling. Altissimo also received an invitation to play live at GV 99.1. haha nice, nice..

I am so happy. Daniel is using another computer nearby as I was doing this post. hahaha. at dawn..

-end :)

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thirteen :)  

Tuesday, January 13

there are just some things that keeps getting better and better. and whatever struggles i have in life, there would always be reasons to make me happy, and one of those is my dreaming partner..
honestly, i am planning to do something special for this day. but i did not pursue these plans., i just texted him that morning, and he did not even reacted to that message.. that bastard! haha ( joking., i love my bro.. hahaha )

bee’s graduating.. i hope we could maximize the remaining weeks that he’ll be staying at school..



i miss him and our bunsoy.,



i’m always praying for my special friends to be always happy.. as happy as the happiness they bring to my life.. i’m blest!

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emotionally disturbed  

Thursday, January 8

i think i know what my HS classmate went through before she became insane..


what is the meaning of “emotionally disturbed”? hmm. i think i’m going to the early stage of undeveloped insanity. i’m staring to fear facing things that are outside my comfort zone. Theatre Guild is my comfort zone, school is my danger zone.

what do i fear about going to my consta class? (and my mafin and manac class)

because i have a lot of absences.
because i did not take my prelim exams.
because i can’t face the class.
because i’m afraid i’m going to fail AGAIN due to my absences and neglect.



no one can help me now, no one. they can’t force me or even inspire me. i’m so afraid. i’m lost. still lost. after months and months of thinking over what i have done and lots of talks from people around me. i’m starting to give up one of the things i wanted the most.

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my alter ego- the coward me  

Tuesday, January 6

I am currently in an abyss of hopelessness, at one part of my life — my studies. I prayed for power to turnover my life, so I could make a major change, yet I am as cold as ice, coward as mice (dead rhymes. whew)

why can’t I finally conquer this senseless fear. i’m heading straightly for the ashes. ashes of my dreams. i hate myself for this.




i’m a living dead at my classes.
(deep sigh) T.T

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