every long lost dream lead me to where you are. others who broke my heart they were like northern stars, pointing me on my way into your loving arms. this much i konw is true...
that God bless the broken road that led me straight to you..














an i-just-met person told me, "You will continously experience the lesson that you refuse to learn". Those lines left their mark in me. Yes. I will continue breaking my heart until I learned to wait for the man who will truly earn my love.

i could be beaten by doctors by the title i just typed for this post. haha who cares? i'm entitled to liberty once in a while..



facebook mafia-this is what i'm currently doing..
later i'll have to finish my explanation why i had incurred tardiness for my technical training.. (c'mon.. be positive chel!)
i have just sent my resignation for my former company.. (where i worked i think for less than two months?waaa)
i'll be AGAIN taking my technical certification in two weeks time. 9even if i'm already certified). sometimes you'll just have take the consequences or should i day requirements of the things that you really want, however hard thwy might seem at the beginning. well ou'll never know if that's what you realy wanted unless you give it a shot. and A SHOT means really going for it and not just going through preliminaries.


pause: loading my playlist which consists of louder, rougher music.. -- basic relief therapy of rachel..


regained a bit of health. (alert: chel needs to eat LOADS now.. haha i'm dead hungry!



what's running in my mind at the moment:
danes my former product trainer is cute..
i miss my barkada..
thinking when will I oen my accounting books again..
nervous for the upcoming certification..






needs more prayer.. - ultimate health strategy..










-------back to the normal world..

fast news..

july 12- 'it' day


july 15-first time i was commended in a call. (well, i always get commended by customers because of my patience listening to them, however frustrated i am). but this day, my cust asked for my supervisor to send her commendation, and i listened to the call. wAAAa.. soo happy..

but that doesn't change the fact that i miss zune. and i don't know why inspite all of what happened to me in my former company, i still want that job back. if not for it's instability, i will dumped my new work immediately. (too harsh!)


i am looking for extra jobs. i need to help my mom pay my sister's tuition fee. now, i'm getting dizier thinking how could i save for myself and my other dreams. on the other hand, i will be extending financial help to a friend that needs to be operated soon.


i am the only person at our office that brings the picture of her barkada at her table every shift. can't help it!













stay positve. i miss a lot of things. but i need to stay focused and to keep my dreams as close to my heart as always. my faith is my power.















Godbless us ! :)

no turning back.
it was lost.
but it's still mine.





can someone decipher this?

in supposed to choose which company will I work for.
i'm okay with my new company, but i miss my first company sooOo much. i still don't know what to pick. im cheating the companies and myself. i have to choose one. NOW.


papa God.. Help!

i am now settling myself not to think about being in love anymore.
stop worrying about what love can bring. what relationships might do for you.
focus on other things.
thing with more worth

i can always say what i want to say here right?
i need to make a decision as soon as possible.
i have to stop being employed by two companies.
i need to choose now.
why am i so afraid to decide and to take chances?

do i actually know ow to read the signs?
well you just have to listen to the soul of the world..
to God's signs scattered around you..






after all that i've been through..
he made me smile like i've never known how painful it is to love..





and he makes me inspired..
he is my new inspiration..






without words, i know he's mine
i hope he listens to my actions..
















moving on...











love blooms when the heart finds the one it longs for..
love strikes because you chose to embrace it..








let's get to know each other better..
i'd like to be with you..