someone just died inside of me..
Monday, May 18
this is an open space right? and everything i say here is kept secret by you my dear readers, right? i just want to grab this moment to burst everything i feel..
right now.. the fire in my heart to love just turned cold.
right now.. the fire in my heart to love just turned cold.
it has been more than a month. with all the relationships that i went through, my now is my longest ( and it's only more than a month). i gave him every part of my heart, every part of my goodness.
there are lots of complications that arose during the middle part of our new relationship. responsibilities he has from his past, that is a part of his today and tomorrow. complications with his heart and mind. he's playful. he's unserious. he's young. i thought i could help him. i thought i was the one he needed to be okay. apparently, he is inlove without knowing how to properly take care and nourish that love.
another door has closed.
my heart is broken.
i will push my heart to be numb again.
right now, i hope the heaven could cry for me. '
all i wanted was to make him happy.
i thought i knew him.
BOYS ARE LIARS.
'if he can do it once, he can do it again'
you used me keith. you used me. :(
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