Perusing my Life: back to the blogging world..

back to the blogging world..

Saturday, May 2

it felt like ages ago since I last posted here. i missed bloggin' sOOOOOOoo much!

I will now be updating you guys with the different aspects of my life.. if this is lenghty, please do bear with me.. (laughs)

Update 1 - Rachel in the Corporate World

the biggest reason why i haven't been posting for quite a while now is because of the call center job. see, i always sleep full time whenever i don't have a shift. right now i am already certified for microsoft (specific account? secret haha).

hmm.. i am just starting but sometimes i feel that this is not the real thing that i want with my life. i crave for a lot of things -- my friends, studying, performing, LIFE. but don't get me wrong. i am happy with work. my account is sO challenging since it is a technical account. i'm loving the tech side and i'm starting to like knowing stuff which concern devices and the computer. it is a good foundation for training. discipline with time, relationships with people, balancing your energy, controlling your emotions, and the hunger for knowledge. i am definitely happy. yet, like some people from this industry say, you will feel something missing if you haven't finish school yet. i feel this too. it's not that i'm against people who think that school does not determine your success in life. i also believe in that. it's just that i miss wearing corporate attire, reading my financial books, analyzing problems, computing using my calculator, and being looked up by other people because you survived a difficult course. i miss dreaming about studying in Manila, and being a part of Big Corporate companies and dreaming about non-taxable income (dividends man! haha). maybe, i really have loved accountancy with all the years i spent with it. i miss the pressure and the pain. my tears for the subject, surviving tests and teachers because of my classmates and friends. i just can't believe that after all, i really do love being an accountant and the life that comes with it. right now, i still have plans of continuing school (of course I do!). its just right now i'm having problems which makes choosing even harder to do. Guidance from God. :)

Update 2 - Rachel in Love

i can't even believe it. me and Choy (my boyfriend) had survived for a month. noting unusual? haha not with me. all my boyfriends in the past lasted only for 3 weeks and less. my friends are even taunting me about it, they tell me i easily get bored with boys or that i don't how to pick the right one who will care for me. but see? now i found who i would want to be with. :) honestly, we are going through a lot, too. but i do hope we'll survived these all. i don't want to be too futuristic about us. i can't control life. but what i know is that right now, i want to make him happy. i want to make a difference in his life. Keith have problems. he's not with his family. but i do want him to realize that he could be happy even if

he has problems. and i want him to know that God is always with him. i don't know the reason why we met, maybe because we both can bring something new in each others life. he made me feel i can risk for love again. if being young, loving God and life and people is what he needs to learn, I'll help him learn that. i always pray for us to grow and learn from each other. so that whatever happens, we will be happy.

Update - Rachel plus friends

haha i miss everyone. even my blog friends. promised i'll read your posts. thanks witch for dropping in my drop box. :) also to nash..

Update 5 - Rachel and her inner soul

I always believe this is something I can't let go. My belief in the magic of life and the goodness of our God. hope everyone here is being touched by His love. constantly talk with Him. :)

p.s. to all of those who missed me- thanks thanks.. haha can't wait to be active again.. :)