what I put in my mind subconsciosly affects me
Tuesday, April 27
you see, even if I don't recognize some of my feelings, I still get lonely..
POR PABOR TEAM MAC, STAY....
Back to the real world..
Queen of Eyebags
Sunday, April 18
launching my love project...
visit dloveproject.blogspot.com :)
excited :)
ideas.. (what I get from watching movies)
Thursday, April 15
Is there any woman in the world who does not want to be wed to his so loved man, while wearing her so loved WEDDING GOWN? haha (what movies can put to your mind). I just watched Bridal Wars, and it gave me mixed feelings --- missing my super close friend, longing for love and some family-related feelings that I don't even understand and wouldn't want to understand.
geesh.. weddings.. vera wang dresses.. will I ever get to wear you? haha
and together with another movie that I was also able to watch, I think I will be making a blog project,too. ( inspired by Julia & Julie). Not about food though, but about LOVE. (what more do you expect from my mind?haha like I could never have enough room for love ideas, thug.thug.thug.hahaha)It will be a separate blog though. (I'm excited.haha) I'll introduce it here, don't you worry. And for those who read my facebook notes, well actually these posts are posted on my blog, originally posted there, and are just linked to FB. enjoy . ;)
signing out!
gush of abhor.. (mild)
Tuesday, April 13
i hate hating people. not that i hate you. it's just that i don't like you. and i hate to hate you because i might be hurting one of the best people i have for a friend. (geesh. irritating!)
love is not suppose to be covered with all your child like attitude. and PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE. stop trying to worsen things. love the right way.
WAG MO NGA KONG IDAMAY.. KAKAIRITA KA LANG.!
the bleak ending
Saturday, April 3
i still love you..
and that love makes me a coward.. to just follow whatever you want, though it meant breaking my world.. now ive got to create another start..
vague reasons..
vague emotions..
vague thoughts..
hate it.,
and all this broken pieces wouldn't matter anymore. because now there wouldn' t be ANY confusions. the line has been drawn. this is the path that we take. . a clear and guiltless flight for you.. a dark and painful one for me..
i love you. and i cant fight this feeling anymore. yet, with all those words, i think i just forgot what i'm trying to fight for.. a meaningless feat..
my heart will wander..
not for a new one..
just wander..
pathless..
pointless..
start to breath again (i no longer breath color.....)
this is my ending..
bleak ending...
when you just can't think of anything to write about.. and the title seem to be more understandable than it's content..
lalalalalalala
You claim you still care for me
But your heart and soul needs to be free
now that you've got your freedom
You wanna still hold on to me
You don't want me for yourself
So let me find somebody else
But your heart and soul needs to be free
now that you've got your freedom
You wanna still hold on to me
You don't want me for yourself
So let me find somebody else
'coz you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin'on
You just keep me hangin'on
lalalalalalalalalalala
those are just lyrics sung by quinn in glee.. well, don't know if it's connected with my mood right now. (i'll leave you something to think about..
(deep breath)
hmmm.. i though I could post right now..
guess not
leavin..
